someone should SO make me journal CSS ! D; i`ll make it worth their while !

oh sigh

WELL .
well ..
-thinks-
i really like this elafi idea i`ve come up with . i`m constantly drawing them , getting better , etc. , but still .. it`s like , i never know if i want to complete a picture or not . do i want to outline or not take the risk of it turning out for the worse ? do i want to somehow color this ? considering my only choice for color is watercolors , i find that SUPER risky too . i don`t want to mess it up . it`s great that i can scan the line art beforehand and all that jazz - but i`m really at a standpoint with myself . i like trying new things , but , right now i just don`t have the opportunities to do that . i just want to see these Elafi go somewhere - unlike most of my art which i obsess over for a while and then move on to something new . i need a style to stick with - and i want to believe this is it .

of course , i`d keep around my fursonaness for now .. i`m just not sure if that`s where i`m SUPPOSED to be in art . i love them - god yes , i do - but i just can`t succeed the way i want with them .. is anyone even reading this ? i doubt it . but it just bothers me . feels like people lose interest in my art quickly , except for a few of you who are great , and comment/fav nearly everything i submit ! i owe it to you guys that i`m not always down in the dumps and thinking my art sucks .

anyway - there`s MY rant . hopefully a solution comes . you`ll see , if one does .

oh and don`t forget guys - commissions - [link]

i lowered prices , so please check them out .(:

thanks , hope you guys are having a good summer 8D